But I suppose this is perfect for right before bed time. Night guys~!
No offense. Just not my style I guess ><
And it’s bothering the fuck out of me. I wanna know who told him.
Kind of. They taught me how to use the register. We didn’t finish, I don’t think. But covered the basics enough. I’ll officially check out customers and do transactions on Wednesday tho, so that should “technically” be my first day. I’m nervous. Everything is so easy yet there was so much to learn and remember that I’m scared that I’ll forget >.< Then Malo and I hanged out with a coworker. Good shit.
Anyways, I’m tired and can’t wait to get a good night’s sleep :) But first, time to relax and actually feel like I’m enjoying winter vacations.
So… I’m excited because I’ve been in a big Supernatural mood as soon as New years ended and… Idk I’ve just had a huge craving for it. Now years ago when I was a wee little high school sophomore I found out about this awesome show called Supernatural by accident while I was at a stranger’s house since Mother was on her business trip.. AND IT WAS AMAZING! I frantically wrote down the channel and time and watched it n secret for a while seeing that the house that I was staying at didn’t allow tv after 7, but I managed to watch it anyways. Once mother came back, I was able to watch it normally. It was basically my religion for that year. I was hooked! And it wasn’t even the first season but I quickly caught on and loved it anyways *o* Then I got grounded for getting a B in my AP Bio class and when I get grounded, it’s always minimal of a year. So I lost touch with it. Then about a year or two ago I saw it again on tv and I wanted to watch it soooo bad. And I did for a few episodes. I got the gist of what was going on, and I met this perfect little angel Cas, but it was not enough. I wanted to know more of what had happened past, so, I stopped watching it. And now.. I want to actually start from the wee beginning! I want to know everything!!!! It’s 8 seasons so this might take a while, but I don’t care. I’m sure it will be worth it if it made me fall in love with it years ago with just a few episodes. And the best part is that my boy wants to watch it with me. So I’m really really excited for that. Let the watching begin!!! >:D
I’m too sad today. I don’t want to get out of bed. I don’t want to do anything. I don’t even want to breathe.
Cross off what you’ve done:
Gotten a new piercing. Dyed my hair. Ended a relationship. Started a new relationship. Been on a car/bus journey Passed an exam. Met someone who’s now an important part of my life. Cried on someone’s shoulder. Had a massive fight with a boy/girl.
Had a Valentine. Written a letter using pen & paper. Gone to see a therapist Been prescribed medication by a doctor. Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
Traveled by train.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan
Slammed a door out of frustration. Had an anxiety attack.
Babysat for a friend’s child.
Had a BBQ
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling. Seen a film at the cinema. Gone on a date. Been the only sober one on a night out. Helped someone home after they had been drinking. Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over an hour.
Supported someone who’d received bad news.
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress. Met some incredible new people. Gone to great parties.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses.
Worn a watch for the first time in years.
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.
Cried over a film. Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.
Cried in front of someone I adore. Lost one of my closest friends.
Everything on here is reminding me of him. Of his skin, his lips, his smile. The way I smile and squirm when he kisses my cheek. I miss him. Even worse.. I love him. But I don’t think that matters anymore..